It seems nothing happens. At all. And this life goes. How to make sure that it does not pass by?
“What power controls everything?”Asked the universe Lev Tolstoy, lips of Pierre Bezukhov, who was confused in life. The answer to this eternal question often came to humanity in the form of something grandiose: God, the devil, the world mind, eternal femininity … I needed Chekhov with his vision of the doctor to answer simply and diagnostically accurately: the world was ruled by everyday life. She creates a rut for a person, where he impudents imperceptibly and where his prereacy begins unnoticed ..
Day and night, day away. Got up, washed,
ate, went to work, had lunch, worked, then home, sofa, TV, sleep. There are variations, but, as a rule, there are few of them. University, slowly stretching, consisting of identical segments, life fits into months and years – and flies surprisingly quickly.
How to dress a Christmas tree again? It seems that they just dismantled … you look at yourself in the mirror: “Is it really that? Did mom love such a yellow-gray, half-gray and omnivorous as a snake?”* When I managed to become what I did not want to become? Why everything turned out so that everything turned out wrong? And where is the bird of happiness? And what power has managed all this so?
This force is a hidden course of life. The trouble is that nothing happens to us – we just live, immersed in everyday life, routine, life. We perform automatic actions, we go along the same routes, choose the same products in stores. The new rarely knocks on our door and for the most part scares us.
Meanwhile, in life – not one (invented by us) track. And maybe the beginning of the year is the best time to recall it. If we feel like a squirrel in the wheel, if in the morning you do not want to open our eyes and get on a new day, as in old clothes, if everything is, but the joy of life does not smell – we are in the rut. And you need to get out of it immediately.